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Through Death is Life
Recorded Oct 2, 2022
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After facing death in near drowning at the age of 11, life is never the same.
00:10:05
Stopping the Survival Narrative
Recorded Oct 1, 2022
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Turning to strategies, substances, or suffering to avoid the real blessing of life is common. In this video the recognition of life's bounty is a return to wholeness.
00:08:11
Your Life as a Blessing
Recorded Oct 1, 2022
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Gangaji's welcome to a 2022 Retreat in Ashland, OR
00:22:03
The Invitation of the Open Door
Recorded Feb 6, 2000
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It's often our mental prisons that prevent us from living a free and authentic life. We believe we don't deserve to be free. But in every prison there is always a door.
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Weekend Retreat in Ashland, October 2022
Recordings starting in 2022
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A selection of clips from Gangaji's Weekend Retreat held in her home town of Ashland, OR, October 2022
00:22:42
Sex, Money, & Position: the Mechanics of Distraction
Recorded Mar 31, 1995
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When there is a realization of the inexpressible truth of your being, often the question arises: how do I stay true to that? The mistake is to imagine that the human survival strategies will not arise. What is the line between staying true in the midst of our human conditioning, or being distracted from our own awakening? The key is vigilance, which is not separate from willingness.
00:16:49
Commitment to Oneself: What is Beyond All Relationship
Recorded Nov 12, 1993
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Gangaji examines the topic of marriage and commitment: what is marriage, what is commitment, and what is beyond all relationship. And she speaks candidly of her own marriage.
00:16:29
The End of Not Good Enough
Recorded Aug 17, 2019
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Repeatedly telling the story of “not good enough” is a familiar habit to most of us, an aspect of our human conditioning. But what does it have to do with who you truly are? In this exchange, Gangaji, simply and directly shares how to bring an end to the story and “step into freedom.”
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From the Archives: Commitment & Distraction
Recordings starting in 1993
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These two early gems from 1993 and 1995 deal with questions that are pressing for many: commitment, whether in relationship or to what is beyond all relationship, and the most powerful distractions from that commitment: sex, power and money. These clips were created by volunteer Melissa Fischer. Melissa's long time dedication to digitizing Gangaji's archival Hi-8 and old format tapes for future generations has turned up many such treasures over the years.
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Being is Belonging
Recordings starting Sep 4, 2022
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“To play the role of yourself, which is the transcendent role, the role of freedom, you have to trust something unknowable.”

The themes of belonging, freedom from identification, and trusting our direct experience come together in this playlist. This powerful interplay of themes opens the mind to the heart and invites an inquiry: What does it mean to be free? Where do you belong?



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Santa Sabina Silent Retreat, Part II
Recordings starting in 2022
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A selection of clips from Gangaji's August 2022 Silent Retreat at Santa Sabina Center in San Rafael, CA. These monologues and dialogues with Gangaji are from the second half of the retreat.
00:10:31
Song of Gratitude
Recorded Aug 21, 2022
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From the 2022 Santa Sabina Silent Retreat. All the gratitude of a lifetime in one song and dance of delight.
00:05:15
I Am Free
Recorded Aug 20, 2022
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From the 2022 Santa Sabina Silent Retreat. When you let all the things that you thought you needed go, you realize you are free, just like that.
00:10:45
You Don't have to Keep Suffering
Recorded Aug 17, 2022
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From the 2022 Santa Sabina Silent Retreat. When is it time to let the hurts and traumas of the past go and be free?
00:12:01
You Don't Have To Fight for a Pain-free Life
Recorded Aug 18, 2022
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From the 2022 Santa Sabina Silent Retreat. Life is not pain free. Things happen, we get triggered, trauma arises. But when you realize you don't have to struggle for life to be pain free, your life force is freed up.
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Retreat Playlist II - Santa Sabina
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The clips included in this playlist were shown during the Santa Sabina Silent Retreat as part of the daily offering of support during retreat.
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Retreat Playlist I - Santa Sabina
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The clips included in this playlist were shown during the Santa Sabina Silent Retreat as part of the daily offering of support during retreat.
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Santa Sabina Silent Retreat, Part I
Recordings starting in 2022
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A selection of clips from Gangaji's August 2022 Silent Retreat at Santa Sabina Center in San Rafael, CA. These monologues and dialogues with Gangaji are from the first half of the retreat. Part II will follow.
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