A Beautiful Story to Share

"It is possible to recognize that grace is not limited by prison walls and support is not limited by proximity. Support is here. I guarantee it with my life."

Yes, support is here. You are that support. Let me share a story with you that brings this essential truth home in a concrete way, a story that indeed is proof that grace is not limited by proximity or prison walls.

In late December, Shanti, who manages the Prison Program, walked into the office living room with tears in her eyes and a letter in her hand. Harriet and I sat down with her on the sofa to read it together. The letter came from Jeffrey, a prisoner in an Oregon state prison. After seeing his own words printed in the Freedom Inside newsletter, he wrote to share his transformational report that stopped us in our tracks. His words pointed to our deepest purpose as a community—to support the realization of who one is as love and truth itself. Here is his letter in part….

“My truest intention is to use my life’s hurts to heal and hopefully spare young men and fatherless children. I want to be a light in this dark place. I will be. I learned that my words hold value and my “Self” worth is not just mine—in fact “mine” does not exist…

…I feel a pure sense of purpose. I feel connected to you, Gangaji and the Foundation. I pray sincere prayers that I will cross paths [with you] someday and give thanks. Until then I will practice, I will write, I will be a light and smile at our beautiful existence. Thank you so very much for your diligent efforts spreading truth and love. I am proof of its effects for your loving letter changed the steps of my feet. I am in Awe! —Love,  Jeffrey"

Jeffrey also included with his letter a $30 check donation taken from his small commissary fund. He wanted to help support the cost of the books he has received. He wanted to give back.

This is, as Papaji described, “candles lighting candles that light candles.” There is a beautiful simplicity to our work together, but it is a profound, transformative offering. I don’t think I really need to tell you that, but it is important to me that I can find a way to bring you into the office living room, sit with you on the couch, and together, revel in the love flowing from just one letter.

And you should know, the donor community did reach our annual donation goal set for 2022 to fund the programs. So much to celebrate in the new year!

May all being awaken to Itself.

With love and thanks,
Barbara

P.S. NEW!  A donor collaborative has been created by donors, for donors. It is an opportunity for donors large and small, old and new, to connect and engage with each other. Send an email to Hillary Larson or Kat Millerto learn more. It is a beautiful bunch!

Volunteer Spotlight | Helping Us Get Back to In-Person Events

Volunteer Spotlight | Prison Correspondence Program

The Fire of Inquiry

The Secret of Lasting Fulfillment

One Day Retreat with Gangaji & Eli ~ 2023 ~ 3374378

For the first time in many years, Gangaji and Eli will lead this one day event together in Ashland.  Come join us for two meetings, along with a brief inquiry session. Hosted by the Leela Foundation

Santa Sabina Retreat—The Silent Refuge ~ 2023 ~ 3372534

Fallen Leaf Lake Silent Retreat ~ 2023 ~ 3372516

Letters from the Forum

The Gangaji Forum is a potent and intimate source of connection for members of this community. We asked a few contributors for permission to share their recent posts with you.

Dust & Light

Recently Aea shared her beautiful, newly release album, Dust & Light with us. This month, Podcast host Barbara Denempont, chose one of her songs to feature on the month's podcast. Here is what Aea had to say about the inspiration of "One Thing Goin' On."

This song, “One Thing Goin' On,” came through at the peak emergence of the Black Lives Matter movement in 2020. I sat and cried, feeling utter grief and rage in the face of collective ignorance and separation-based narratives fueling racial inequality in our world.

Brought to my knees once again by this heartbreak, I became inspired and activated in welcoming the grief and anger to have a seat at my table. In this allowing, I began to tune in deeply to this ONE, sacred, precious, inseparable heart that is holding it all.

The song began to sing me, an anthem of truth and devotional inclusion of all my parts, and all that ever appears to be “separate.”

This song is an invitation to recognize the essential heart of light at the core, and to align with this truth as we dismantle oppressive systems from the inside out and pledge our allegiance to love.

“One Thing Goin' On” is one track from my newest album Dust & Light, which has a number of songs written in retreat with Gangaji over the last 5 years.

Since first meeting Gangaji in the spring of 2017 at Fallen Leaf Lake, the transmission I receive in her presence profoundly informs and inspires my music. One of the greatest gifts and honors of my lifetime has been to sing in Gangaji’s presence, surrounded by this beautiful sangha!

I currently live in Northern California and offer these soul songs as vibrational medicine to serve the realization of who and what we are. I delight in sharing my music in retreats and at healing events.